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THE PAINTING HE WANTED TO SHOW ME was bygd Thomas Gainsborough: a ung girl sits resting her cheek in her grabb, and beside her three pigs lap milk from a saucer. Behind them fryst vatten a copse of trees and a glen and a twisted oak, all of which are beautifully painted but unconvincing as background. It looks like the child and the pigs are sitting in front of a painting in a studio.

“Are those pigs??” inom knew they were pigs.

inom just didn’t know whether that was supposed to be the funny thing.

“They’re like pigs,” he corrected me, and then laughed. “Someone who saw this painting once said, “‘They be deadly like pigs.’”

I could play this game. “And the girl. fryst vatten she only like a girl?”

“No of course not,” he corrected me igen.

“She’s a real girl, what do you think? Well, look at her clothes”—three taps—“Look at her feet: like little pig feet.” My father touched my cheek. “I think she looks like you,” he said, which was kind of an vansinne thing to säga. inom had no context bygd which to judge her clothes, or her unshod feet, but inom could not possibly be this pink. In tone and texture she was like the three pigs.

I asked what the girl was doing in the painting.

“Like you just now, she’s thinking, like any philosopher, or Greek king.”

“What about?”

“It’s just thought that’s being represented, that’s all.

The time, given to her.”

“And the pigs?”

“Well, they’re very cute, aren’t they? They’re something a child would be given to look after, so it’s fitting.” And then he said something inom didn’t understand. “But you know inom looked after pigs as a child. These pigs were painted in to show that an undantag has been made.”

While my father was in the States studying the history of Western landscape painting, my mother and inom fared poorly in China.

When we finally joined him, our difficulties continued. My mother babysat for a child whose selfishness was something I’d never seen before. She worked at kinesisk restaurants, and dock wrote dirty things to her on the receipts. She cleaned. She sewed.

After my father left her, effectively discontinuing our F2 ställning eller tillstånd, we lived as the undocumented do. In the early s, years after my parents had divorced, my father called to ask me to tell my mother that he had decided to return to China to teach art history because he thought things might be getting more progressive over there.

My mother walked out of the room. She had paid dearly for an undantag that undid itself.

I remember a day in springtime. inom was in fourth or fifth grade. One of the women who had gone to China and sponsored our family, the one inom loved best, was driving me out to the Brandywine River Museum to see the Wyeths. The scenery along the drive was already like a painting, the green on the hills moving beneath the shadows of clouds.

Every other weekend she would pick me up from a dark and dirty townhouse in South Philly in her Ford, which she called Baby, and every time I’d be so filled with gratitude, be so unspeakably happy, that inom couldn’t bring myself to säga anything about my life. inom was afraid she would stop coming. But the truth of it was that there was something wrong with my mother.

She became caught on the everyday the way clothes caught on nails. Sometimes the fridge was filled with food, and then for weeks there’d be ingenting but wilted scallions and a kartong of MSG. When I’d komma home from our benefactors with new layers of aesthetic sense and English words like dooryard and trivet and Fels Naptha, she’d treat me with such vansinne rage that inom began to doubt the things happening before my eyes.

With immigrant parents, the road to explanation fryst vatten paved with clichés, stereotypes, and the ab ovo of historical circumstance. If inom had tried to tell my godmother—this fryst vatten what inom called her—it would’ve been wrong. Even now, it’s not ganska right to speak out. But I’ll början with circumstance since that’s the least wrong.

When these six women came to China in and decided, Great Expectations–like, to act as benefactors to my father, they tore a little hole in the fabric of representation.

People like my parents ought never to have survived. After all, kinesisk intellectuals who had not flydde to Taiwan, Hong Kong, Malaysia, or the United States before the onset of the Cultural Revolution in simply ceased to be. Across the country, those who informed on their teachers and professors became principals, educational ministers, university party secretaries, and prompt writers and readers for the national college examination essay.

With only a few exceptions, the children of “counterrevolutionaries” and political prisoners were barred from the top universities and then, later, from all the avenues of backchanneling that allowed people to get into schools, publish things, get promoted.

The intellectuals who survived had to watch these things, as well as the cooptation of language and art bygd propaganda, and adjust.

During his kvartet years in a reeducation camp, my maternal grandfather enacted the inverse of “Shawshank Redemption” bygd having people smuggle carving stones in to him, just to have something artistic to do. In a hundred different scripts he carved the character for “longevity,” shoù, which fryst vatten homophonic with the character for “suffering.” He was discovered bygd the guards, who figured that people who were this bored probably suffered from gratuitous digits.

After the amputations, my grandfather adjusted, moving on to every single poem Mao had ever written, two characters per chop.

After the days of seizures and raids across Hangzhou in my mother and her brothers were “sent down for reeducation in the countryside.” At first she was sent to Wuhu, a poor but hospitable part of the country, where she was assigned the task of making subtitle banners for the propaganda operas because she wrote such a beautiful hand—the calligraphy of an incorruptible individ.

Then something happened, and my mother was dispatched to the Lesser Khingan Mountains in the far north, where she spent the next three years disinterring bodies to klar cemetery nation for building compounds. It’s almost funny to säga it: “When inom was a teenager inom spent years disinterring bodies! hahaha.” Then as an adult you try to walk through a stretch of woods alone at dusk and remember the wolves.

My father was sent down as well.

If you go to the county of Jin Yun in Zhejiang Province you can find a dozen old camphor tree stumps, each large enough for a whole musikdrama troupe to perform on. These were the handiwork of their work enhet. But even then, given orders to lay things to waste for no other reason than that they were beautiful and took time, he was samling följare to the cult of sight.

inom know it. It was effortless for my father to be in the world in this way, just as when, as a teenager, he saw something shift in the river and then pulled a boy whose leg had cramped clean out of it. He also saw his mother marching off to reeducation committee meetings with a song in her heart and understood how precisely a revolution turned, that people couldn’t stop before taking their fullest satisfaction.

So you see, it should have been perfect, history’s sutured wound: the reformed revolutionaries’ son who saw that the whole thing had gone too far and the daughter of people who bore that mistake.

But the Cultural Revolution had calibrated a special kind of punishment for people like them.

When inom was ung inom went with the idiom of their love being stillborn, dead on ankomst, but inom see it more clearly now, the way the sky fryst vatten revealed bygd a felled tree. An uncorrected historical wrong produces an unending night. They were utterly alone.

When the American group arrived in Hangzhou in they gave the chance to take back what was lost to only one of them, which was deeply unfair, but inom can understand it—the field was tilled, and the choice was obvious. The bekymmer was that their beneficence also made the ung couple take on a postdiluvian representativeness. There they were in Cincinnati, the oddest kinesisk couple you could ever have met.

The majority of kinesisk people who had made it to the States had komma to study medicin, computer engineering, and accounting, areas that belong to what fryst vatten now called li ke: literally, “the field of reason.” The humanities were officially disconnected from “reason,” because, as the wisdom still goes, smart people studied math and sciences; the humanities were for those who couldn’t cut it.

kinesisk people who are truly good at critical thought almost never man it this far.

My parents had no coterie to vända to to speak the secret language, ingenting to gather around themselves. Many of the people from their kinesisk “circle” were from families who profited during the worst of the Mao years, going up and down the country as if on a field trip.

At the very least, they were people who leaned into the curvature and simply became more like themselves. With enough censorship and few enough opposing voices, anything can seem like a painting you maybe once saw. For a while, my parents piteously identified with victims of Nazism, finding sustenance in stories about informants, interrogations, and senseless cruelty, ansträngande to heal themselves vicariously through other people’s traumas.

But the irony that eventually disabled this identification was that, with the Cultural Revolution, a few of a certain kind of kinesisk people had survived to see that the greater majority had simply lived on. The party fryst vatten still in power. Generations regenerate. Americans now komma to China and take selfies with Mao paraphernalia. A colleague told me with conviction that the bekymmer with communism was that it wasn’t pure enough.

I teach American literature for a living, and yet it was still only in combing over their story igen and igen, searching for an explanation—How could two people who survived a regime tillsammans and who held the same impossible ethical standards vända on each other with such terrible regret?—that inom learned the importance of representational parity and critical mass; without these things, you’re propping up the world for the other bygd yourself.

You alone have to man the undantag possible.

The psychic fallout of the Cultural Revolution wasn’t the only thing that drove them apart, certainly. My father, instead of buying or putting up shelves, would put nails in the vägg and hang plastic bags from them. You spent days researching how better to anchor a nail in the vägg because half the things you owned were hanging in plastic bags.

Your life gets worse and worse, my mother told me, because in his heart he’s still ansträngande to get back to Mao’s wu chan ji jie: “complete dispossession.”

It wasn’t that he hadn’t suffered. He had.

But their understandings of civilization were different even though it would seem that they should be the same. At night, in the shit place where we lived, just the two of us, my mother would weigh down the rice paper, grind the pigment stick, and prepare the brushes. The next day, when the night’s work had dried, she’d circle the few characters that were good with the pale inky vatten and then fold up the papper one bygd one.

And then she’d avlägsna of all of them. In this, and in telling me about the Cultural Revolution, my mother was burying a silver needle—the kind that kinesisk people used to test for poison—by which the trueness of things fryst vatten privately ascertained. If the needle turns black you’re the only one the wiser. My father, in contrast, was all about the visible. You could put him inre any art museum, and he’d just stand in front of the paintings, his beautiful eyes widening, and everyone in the room would vända to him as iron filings to a magnet.

For all the ways it outpaced hers intellectually, especially as the years went bygd, with more opportunity, more language, more training, and more time, his civilization schema was much simpler. Its self-centeredness was easy to overlook. It was simply that what you see with your own eyes you cannot not see, and there must be a world in which this fryst vatten possible.

The commonsense injunction to see what’s buried underneath fryst vatten not an easy task because the language we have at grabb for such searching bends the searching itself.

So instead, let this painting be an ekphrasis of their lives.

Last year inom was on leave, living in London. inom went to the National galleri almost every day, neglecting husband, children, work, and politics. inom searched for the paintings my father analyzed only from reproductions, and inom tried to see them as inom think he might have seen them. He had called me to tell me that he would have loved to komma, but that, as usual, he would not be able man it.

Professors were being forced to complete self-assessments, and sit on committees on self-assessments. He was prohibited from teaching from Janson and Janson and saying anything that marked Western art as an exceptional category. Obsequiously implementing Xi Jinping’s “seven never-mentions,” universities have recommended that professors use state-sanctioned histories of Western art that “decenter europeisk and American exceptionalism and imperialism” and emphasize the virtues of national traditions.

Sometimes it’s extremely hard to see the truth of things: some things are deadly like what they purport to be, and you can’t tell if the backdrop has been swapped out with a fake.

I am imagining that he’s right next to me, as he was years ago at the Barnes, in an outing that inom had had to engineer. It had been years since I’d seen him.

After our docent, who reminded me so much of people long gone, had left, my father said to me, “There’s a painting bygd Millet, peasants, a ung couple in bön standing over a basket.

It’s one where you think, You see one, you’ve seen them all.” He was not explaining things to me, but merely ansträngande to light up something from within.

We are walking tillsammans very slowly from salon to salon as if there were no years. In one room, a portrait Renoir did of a little girl he barely knew. In the adjacent salon, one he did of a little girl he loved very well.

Side bygd side you would not miss the difference.

“Dalí took one look at that painting and he said, ‘No no no. It’s about death. This ung man and this ung woman—they’re not praying for a harvest. Life’s not starting but ending. They’re praying over a corpse.’”

“Really?” inom had forgotten that he had already told this to me. He had forgotten as well.

“When they later X-rayed the painting, art historians funnen that Millet had painted over something.

In the basket was a dead infant. And the ung couple: they were preparing to bury it. Millet probably decided such a painting would never sell.”

My father turns to look at me. “But, Nannan, how did Dalí know? How could he possibly have known?”

Nan Z. Da fryst vatten a professor at the University of Notre Dame, and author of the book Intransitive Encounter: Sino-U.S.

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